Friday, February 4, 2011
@11:25 AM
haha,
been REALLY long since i posted. kinda lost interest in blogging but maybe i might start again. Anw..
HAPPY CNY!
hope you guys have a nice break!
And if anyone reads this post please leave a tag so that i know if anyone randomly visits xD
Friday, August 27, 2010
@9:39 PM
Even when im not tryna create any troubles i always find a way to piss people off..
Even when i was thinking more of your feelings than my own, you end up getting pissed at me..
I really cant have another fight. you dont know how much it hurts me.. ):
I wanna go to bed and not wake up tomorrow..
Right.
on a brighter side...
Cause you're amazing just the way you areee
and i never wanted anth to change
Saturday, August 21, 2010
@2:08 PM
Sick of school.
Bored of life.
Heh screw it
Thursday, August 19, 2010
@7:29 PM
Guess you dont need me..
Its a sad, sad life when you're sick and stuck at home.
So yeah, had high fever yesterday morning. 39 degrees. At first i still wanted to go to school cause someone was upsetttt ):
But when my mom found out my temperature she forced me to not go.
So i went to the polyclinic. Since i had a high temeperature they gave me priority to see the docotr earlier. weee im special :D
Saw the doctor and she said I should take a blood test... So i did. I bet the nurse gave me AIDS with that needle! bitch!
Then waited waited and the doctor said eveyrthing seemed okay with my blood.
So i went home and rested, Have been slacking around since yesterday just lying down, watching tv etc.
My fever's better but the left side of my chest is hurting a lot and i dont know why.
Its like whenever i toss and turn on my bed or do something straining it hurts. I cant move that much so... sad life.
Its boringggg
But then again, I dont really wanna go back to school. Kinda sick of school life already.. -_-
Nothing to look forward to anymore lol.
not like it makes a difference if im there or not right...
uhh kay emo shit LOL.
Maybe i just need this break. hmmm
Ah well meds making me tired again. better go rest?
BUH-BYE!
Friday, August 13, 2010
@8:37 PM
Fucked Friday
Would you be happier if you woke one day and found I wasn't here anymore?
Im no better than him.. i say i'll change but i never do.. im trying, i really am. guess i just can't..
Sunday, August 8, 2010
@1:37 PM
Love?
Teenage Dreams
KATY PERRYYYYYY♥♥♥!!! OMGGGG
Currently going crazy over this song.
But for some reason it made me think ..
Teenage love?
Everyone's gonna dream of it at some point in their teenage lives right? Its so common nowadays. Yet everytime you experience it, its like the best thing that could happen in your life. Whether its just a crush Or the two of you are together.
When you get that crazy feeling when you're alone with him/her.
When all you wanna do is run up to them and hug them and never let go.
When you cant stop smiling when they're talking to you.
When there's an awkward silence but you dont mind as long as you're with them
When your hand's in their's
When they lie on your shoulder while you're in the bus with them.
When in your head all you're thinking of is being with them forever
But reality is, what are the chances of things working out when you're 15?
You're gonna eventually leave each other behind when you change schools and stuff.
Even if you guys manage to get to the same school, or find a way to meet up often. what makes you so sure your feelings are gonna last for that long?
I mean, its not impossible for it to last. It has happened before. Its just that, the chances arent that high.
Still, we cling on to that hope that it will.
Its not that we cant EXPERIENCE true love at this age.
Its just that most of us probably don't know how to HANDLE it yet.
You see those people randomly breaking down in school cause of relationship problems?
Or those who've been crushing on someone for a long time but have to deal with seeing them with someone else.
See how much they hurt?
Yeah, it sucks. Heartbreak sucks. It feels like its the end of everything. Like nothing's gonna be okay ever again. But life goes on right? its not the end. Eventually we'll move on. Whether a month, a year, or maybe even longer. we will.
But y'know that first love is always gonna remain in your heart no matter what.
That first time you got that ecstatic feeling. The first time you felt everything was okay as long as you had that someone. With every other person you find, you're always going to find yourself comparing them to your first love right?
Where am i going with all of this? I have no idea...
Its just that despite everything. all the hurt, heartbreak, jealousy etc.
We still take a chance.
Just to be happy with that someone (:
And that, is what's amazing
Saturday, August 7, 2010
@6:52 PM
I better run, run, run, run~
3.5 KM jog/walk (mostly walk LOL) and
80 pushups all together throughout the day.
Im feeling a little fitter now!! hahah
but i needa lose my big big tummy FATS!
Feel kinda weird cause I cant breathe properly when i exercise nowadays :s
Hmm is there something wrong with me or is it just cause of the 11 KG i pout on this year O.o
Idk. either way i feel uncomfortable being so fat! T_T
If only mosquitoes sucked fats instead of blood eh?
Somebody teach me how to get 6 pac=D LOLOL
(edit)
So turns out i went for a big dinner and ate icecream too!
Sigh all those burnt calories for nth T_T
Stupid caveman instincts to keep eating!!!
AHHHHH
Oh btw i forgot to mention. when i was running just now i wore my sec 2 class tee and my name at the back is caveman.
So I ran past these 2 chiobus and they shouted ''caveman!!''
LOLOL ^^
@12:36 AM
As Long As Youre happy (:
Ndp parade today was awesome?? (: I didn't really watch the parade much cause I was mainly just walking around with 3/5 people, accompanying them as they sold food. haha.
Team Genesis had a great performance! (:
Imagine if i stayed in NP i could be doing that now omg! so cool hahaha. nvm, live without regrets(Y)
And i like the wedding dress dance too! And
kaiwen's dancing damn nice. *jealous-ed* wish i could dance T_T LOL
Woo i managed to spot tiny
angela marching LOLOL. Somebody screwed up eh!? hahah.
I think band uniform is cool too yo. And arafat kept on laughing at someone in band... uhh shant mention who xD
And why are ppl fangirl-ing over indians now!? I mean, HELLO! IM INDIAN TOO! why doesnt anobody think im hot ='( LOL! JK
After NDP event was over, bad bad stufs happened. sighhh
Im sorry to you? its partly my fault, i know. But dont you think you were seriously over reacting. ah well.
Im tired. Long weekend aye. Time to catch up on revision on the next few days.. wish me luckkkk (:
Tuesday fiona CHOY's house to help out with her project? Im gonna be the prince and loysius is my cinderella! hahahah ^^
